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Saturday, January 05, 2008

Resolution Renovation Realization

Sadly, a year has gone by with a blink of an eye. It's been ages since I've blogged, but yet it's still so familiar. It's strange how once you think you leave something for good but find yourself poking back at it again; whether it be curiosity or a craving for the once usual shelter.

So, 2008; in this day and age, does anyone still blog out the pieces of mind? I guess some do; like me. Once in a blue moon.

cont'd later

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

stress

stress
stress
&
more
stress.

fuck!
things can only get worse.
a new year has approached, but i begun with the old.

my resolution;
1. keep quiet

"what u want is what u have"

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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

hazel sky

merry x-mas and a happy new year everyone! =) so i can't believe this year is coming to an end.. i've been waiting! =]
i always like the beginning of the year, it tends to pass by faster, and it seems like the beginning of the year has more luck for me. =)

so.. life has been the same - as always.
so far, i hate my living condition in the apartment because I dont feel very comfortable "hiding" my dogs from the apt. complex...
i do have to say that looking at houses is fun!

okay.. so on to the purpose of my blog;
i swear, one day i am going to New York to get this purse.. it's the real deal baby.
(python skin - only allowed in N.Y)

it's soo sexy..
but for now, replace brown w/ white, and that flashy red with white...and whaa laaa!!

the purse i got from the one who i love =]
for christmas......

all i'm missing now is a wallet =)

until next time!

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Thursday, November 23, 2006

always all ways

they say that life goes on...
but the real question is.
...can my life go on without you?..

& i feel like i'm waiting to fall...
will you be there like always...

90

~~

I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry,
But it always comes out wrong,
I think a part of you still loves me,
Even though we're moving on.

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me,

Always all ways...

And I'm sorry for what happened,
But I want you there to see,
That I'm changing all my actions,
I don't wanna set you free.

Always, all ways I want to see you through
Always, all ways me and you
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

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Saturday, November 18, 2006

overload
and sometimes... i just want too much.
almost to a point where it becomes distasteful.

dinner with my mom was great. i just realized that my mom is aging...though in my eyes...she has never changed. (She's 59 btw) i know! OLD OLD.
the food was yum yum good, & the cake was the fuken BEST.
as you all know, i was craving for mangoo pudding for the loonnngest...
[& someone forgot to bring me some..even though i didn't ask him for it, he usually picks those things up... but i don't know what happened. ]
and surprisingly! my sister bought a MANGO CAKE. wait till i tell you! the cake was freakin..mangoolicciouss. The top had a thin layer of mango pudding like thingy? maybe a thin layer of mango jelly? & then underneath that was mango mouuse mixed w/ pieces of mango! & of course that spongy stuff, and oh yeah! CHOCOLATE.
it was the best thing ever.
i had 2 fat ass pieces...that i will have to work out @ the arc. =]

though the food was great, the atmosphere was insane. miss little zoie kept on crying (litterally) for attention, and my sister, (her mom) does NOT know how to discipline her what so ever, and it's so sad to see that zoie has soo much more power than her. She knows what she can get out of her mom, and she knows that the louder she cries, the faster mom will come. I know it's natural for a mother to come when her babies call - but what if the baby is just lying?...

zoie. zoie. zoie.
i can't wait until you grow old enough for me to teach you a lesson. (jussta smack on the hand) =P
& really..
i can't wiat til she gets old, because she's going to the be the 'rich prissy pink brat' that thinks she can manipulate everyone. uggh.
i guess i'll enjoy her until then. =\

~~~

& then there are times when i feel like i am being too familiar with you, though i'd like to be comfortable,
maybe it's just too much of me for you.

& it really doesn't matter what you say, your tones and actions speak clearly, louder

& yet, i just want to be all i can be.

~~~

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